Kate Cassidy, Liam Payne’s girlfriend, has found herself at a crossroads as she continues to process the loss of the former One Direction star.
In her first TV appearance since his tragic passing, Kate opened up about the immense grief she still battles daily.
Speaking with Lorraine Kelly, she admitted that accepting his absence remains painfully difficult, often finding herself referring to him in the present tense.
Despite the heartbreak, Kate has been receiving numerous offers for reality TV appearances, including a potential stint on I’m A Celebrity… Get Me Out Of Here!—a show that held special meaning for both her and Liam.
According to sources, taking part in the show could offer her a sense of comfort and a way to honor their shared love for it.
Finding Strength in Support
During her emotional interview, Kate spoke candidly about how she has been coping in the months since Liam’s sudden passing in October.
Surrounded by her family and friends in New Jersey, she has been leaning on them for strength, while also finding solace in small daily activities like yoga and long walks.
“This is my first real experience with grief,” she confessed, her voice heavy with emotion. “I never imagined I’d have to talk about him in the past tense.
He had such an impact on so many people, and knowing that others are grieving him too helps me feel less alone.”
The Meaning Behind Angel Numbers
Kate has also found comfort in angel numbers—particularly 444, a number that symbolizes protection and guidance.
This sequence, which Liam had written in a manifestation note where he expressed his desire to marry Kate within a year, has become deeply meaningful to her. She even had it tattooed as a reminder of his presence.
“I see it everywhere,” she shared. “It’s like a sign that he’s still watching over me.”
Her connection to this spiritual belief is what drew her to participate in the March4March mental health campaign, a movement encouraging people to stay active for their well-being.
Keeping Liam’s Memory Alive
Kate has remained mostly out of the public eye since Liam’s passing, but she recently returned to social media to share tributes in his honor.
In one post, she visited a Los Angeles landmark where they had once taken an intimate photo together, writing, “I thought this place would feel empty without you, but instead, it’s filled with the warmth of this moment we shared.”
She also revealed a special necklace featuring angel wings, which she now wears regularly as a connection to Liam. “It spoke to me,” she said. “It matches my tattoo, and it makes me feel closer to him.”
The Investigation Into Liam’s Death
Liam Payne tragically fell from a hotel balcony in Buenos Aires last October. Details from court documents revealed that he had consumed a mix of alcohol and drugs before his death. Investigations led to the indictment of two individuals accused of supplying him with substances, while others initially implicated were later cleared.
While prosecutors are considering appealing some of the dismissed charges, Kate remains focused on healing and moving forward. She admitted in a past interview that she now regrets leaving Argentina early, wishing she had been there in his final days.
Looking Toward the Future
Though still deeply mourning, Kate is slowly considering new opportunities, including the possibility of entering the world of reality television.
If she does decide to take part in I’m A Celebrity… Get Me Out Of Here!, it wouldn’t just be a career move—it would be a deeply personal experience, bringing her closer to Liam in a way that feels meaningful.
As she continues her healing journey, Kate remains dedicated to keeping Liam’s memory alive while also finding ways to rebuild her life in the wake of such a devastating loss.